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PERSONAL TESTIMONY Religion, church or anything like that was never really a part of my life. My parents never were involved and so the few times I went to church, it really didn't make much sense to me. Even when I tried to pick up and read the Bible on my own in 9th grade, I couldn't understand it because the Bible I had was written in that Old English. But I DID know to pray. So I did my best to just talk to God each night and be thankful to him. During high school, my basketball career started to take off. As I improved, I took the natural course of just enjoying the compliments, getting the attention from the girls and doing some of the things that I shouldn't be doing. In spite of the success and the "things" that I thought I wanted, there was still this emptiness that let me know that I wasn't finding what would really satisfy me. Going to college quickly became a great experience because I had success on the court right away. Though I had made a decision in high school to try to make better decisions and get my life straightened out, I wasn't happy with my life the way I wanted to be. Near the end of my freshman year, when I was named to the All-MAC freshman team, (March 18th, 2004), I suffered a stress fracture in my tibia that ended my season. That gave me a lot of time to think about things. But I pretty much just focused on rehab to get ready for the next season. Coming into the season, I was named to the pre-season All-MAC team. Dick Vitale had named me a Diaper Dandy freshman of the year in the MAC. My season was looking to be very special. Our team had a great year, but they played most of it without me. By the first week of January, I was out for the season for the second time in two years with a torn ACL, after landing awkwardly on one foot while grabbing a rebound. It was a long season after that. It was a season that sent me searching. I had been studying/reading the Bible on my own because I was searching to improve and change my life. Finally, one day I attended church and the preacher was challenging the crowd that we needed to turn our lives over to him and completely live for one reason - Jesus Christ. So on that night, June 17, 2005, I gave my life to Christ and trusted Him to be my Savior. This is a life long committment to me. I spend my spare time trying to learn more about Christ and see things the way God wants me to. I'm trying to discipline myself to be the way He wants me to be. I am not worried about material things or how people look at me (Galatians 1:10). I just want to please God. It's exactly what I've been looking for. This is the satisfaction that fills that emptiness that I had. God built me up, let me have all I wanted of myself, and then broke me back down, showing me how much I needed Him. It was kind of like he punished me, but it really wasn't because in the long run God gave me what I was really looking for. Probably the most precious part now is how I am discovering that God was with me and putting people around me when I was spiritually immature - just waiting, patiently waiting for me to notice Him. Now that I know how long God has had my back protecting me until I was ready, just makes me love and appreciate him even more. |
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